Sigh...
Posted by teejaholer at 03:38 PM on June 6, 2004.
Hey guys, I finally bought Yellowcard's ~ Ocean Avenue and New Found Glory's ~ Catalyst and I'm about to buy Avril's ~ In My Skin. Well, that was just an update. I'll blog later.
BTW, this was typed by Ray's best buddy Mike. mwahahahaha.
to be continued not by my buddy but by me..
I watched 40 days and 40 nights and i have to tell you it's "one" of the funniest movies i've watched next to van wilder...it's seriously funny to those *coughpervertscough* like myself..who thinks sexual preferences or humor is funny...but all jokes aside..if you squinch when you watch this movie..you ain't sexually mature enough..or if you choose not to be it's alright...*warning* this is for those that can read explicit words without flinching...did i say that too late?..anyways...movin on...sex sex sex sex sex sex..speakin of vows...i think i'm havin a major heartbeat for someone...again...and this lent...i'm spending 40 days to forget bout her...and 40 nights..that is if i still like her cute....i mean...beautiful face again..*shakes head and shakes out memories*...i have to move on cuz i have a definite 2% with her..definitely...i mean why are we guys so desperate...we're freaking perverts by nature...
we're gonna have a freaking aquarium...ithey said i could only get a goldfish while what i wanted was a jellyfish or/and a starfish...or a fighting fish...those things are fun...put a mirror in front of them and they fight themselves..or kill emselves...so..i guess i'll get a goldfish first and name it "quitit"....in just one week and a half i'll be watchin LP live folks...i'll be great...hopefully....and yeh i did buy yellowcard and NFG..and man are they whack..they rule seriously...
my whole house is in chaos...lotsa new stuff, new bed, new cabinet, new whatever that's not mine...and you know wut?...ahh...i dunno...
i'll update soon again..i hope...ciaos
Currently listening to: New Found Glory's Failures Not Flattering
Currently feeling: weird
Posted by teejaholer at 06:26 PM on June 11, 2004.
words of the day
psychology, risktaker
New CD: Avril Lavigne~Under My Skin
Yesterday i wnet out with the bros...salvador and sam..and man those dudes were kewl...who would have thought hanging out with the brothers turn out to be fun?...we ate, we played in the arcade, looked at this hobby shop and got us some temporary tattoos. After we got home and well..same ol same ol...oh yeh i filled in an application form for a part time job at delefrance or 7-11...it's part time and well..hopefully it's somewhere close to my place.
My bday is gettin closer and i don't feel anything...dunno..i feel younger by the minute if you ask me..and it's just a birthday..they treat you with respect or not for one day and the next day it's the same..yadayada
Aido my close friend is coming next month and well...i don't know what to expect...my best friend kathy called me a babe magnet which i doubt 100%...well she saw my pics in michaels site and she said those exact words..."babe magnet"..hope she's a guy magnet too..i mean still a guy magnet...
In just 5 days i'll be watching Linkin Park live and i know some of yous guys are watching it too...and even closer than where i'm supposed to be...boo yah!...hopefully my screams are loud enough for them to hear..."CHESTER WATCHES ANIME PORN!!"..hahaha..well i won't exactly say that but somethin similar...
runnin out of words to say..
hint: if you guys are even plannin to buy me anything for my bday which i don't think you need to anyways...nuthin expensive...CDs are way good enough me already aight?...
Hoobastank~the reason, New Found Glory~sticks and stones, POD~payable on death, Linkin Park~hybrid theory ( my bro lost mine), anything nightmare before christmas, with skulls or punky stuffs...anythin...and other than that anything..but you don't have to waste anything too expensive for someone as useless as me alright?..thanks and goodnight...
Currently listening to: Avril Lavigne~My Happy Ending
Currently feeling: blank
Linkin Park~ esctatic..unbelievable and surreal...
Posted by teejaholer at 02:08 AM on June 18, 2004.
Yeh..i went to the Linkin Park concert...the consequence?...i've never had the a more better tyme in my life..the first tyme to watch a concert and it's prolly one of the best ones...relle...it's surreal...it's a lot more better than i expected...a lot more...and i also lost my voice cuz i was screaming their songs along with them...they practically sang almost all the good songs in BOTH albums...BOTH FUCKING ALBUMS!! After the show, me and
ria sat in the lobby of hyatt hotel and waited for them...yeh..they did go to the lobby..and we were bout to ask for autographs but...the stupid bodyguard had to do his job...so i was around 6 inches away from "BBBrad Pitt", Rob, Chester Bennington, Mike Shinoda, Phoenix and Joe Hahn...which was the only person i saw since i guess he was the only one that looked asian with glasses...it's not bad..i still got autographs from BBBrad Pitt and someone...either Rob or Phoenix..i got the ticket stub to prove it and man...at first they let this korean band that was totally rad that sounded similar to them...llike korn more like it...6 songs of those and after that..idle for 30 minutes to an hour...which ticked some of us off...people were gettin impatient but they were fixing up the stage that's why...and man was the stage worth it...with a floating LINKIN PARK banner on the top...their first song was from the first album or second album..either "don't stay" from meteora or i totally forgot..i was excited and well..it was just awesome...they played "in the end" obviously in the end...for their last song..and they threw down towels and water bottles and just soaked the people in the front...Mike Shinoda also played the song "it's going down" feat xecutioner and we were screaming "Down" most of the tyme at certain parts..but wut i liked the most was when they played the song "inside my head" and they made us say the usual kewl "you, trying to get the best of me" with Chester and us going "GO AWAY!"...man i was insane...i was screamng like Chester and people thought i was crazy...my bro thought it was kewl so he joined along and head banged along with me...and well...his girlfriend too...man Linkin Park was crazy and we went crazy with them...we even rapped the verses which was hard to do...and the whole damn place rapped along with him...he went down stage and let his bodyguard carry him to the front of the stage and shook hands with most people...which was real real lucky...i'm thinking of joining LP once i get a job...or a credit card...or if i know how to use a credit card...i mean we get t-shirts which i'm in need of...and i wore the hat style/beanie of Mike Shinoda when they did the video for "from the inside"..the beanin over the hat thing...it looks kewl too...i've talked too much and i need my rest...it's a long day..3 hours with a korean band and 2 hours of non stop action with LP....i gotta rest up and just chill..my voice needs to rest up too..peace y'all
teejahole
p.s: i got these from ria's site and she got it from the forum of LP official site...and these are good pics..relle they are..
Currently listening to: Linkin Park~ Inside my head
some pics i took of my starting collections...
Posted by teejaholer at 10:54 PM on June 22, 2004.
hey i was thinkin...since no one is commenting in my site...i feel kinda left out...but i'm still gonna keep bloggin til someone actually does...not relle much of a blog entry..more like photo entries..hope it's not too bad...if only i can make the photos into clickable links..it'll be better..
1) oogie boogie from nightmare before christmas
2) sasuke from the anime naruto
3) sasuke and orochimaru from the anime naruto
4) orochimaru from the anime naruto
5) oogie boogie standing out of the frame...but still lookin proud as ever..
Currently listening to: It's going down~Linkin Park feat. X-ecutioners
uhhh..got some question answer thing-a-ma-jig
Posted by teejaholer at 12:10 AM on June 26, 2004.
Got these from yuna which she got from some guy..go to yer site and see who...
1. YOUR HOROSCOPE?
Gemini
2. SINGLE OR TAKEN?
Single
3. IF TAKEN, BY WHO?
No one
4. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN SERIOUSLY HURT BY THE PERSON YOU LOVE/D?
Not relle hurt per se..just got upset
5. WHAT WOULD BE YOUR REASON IF YOU TURNED SUICIDAL?
Well..a lot..a family that sucks, friends are an ass, life is super unfair, people judging, unbroken stereotypes and barriers, a person i loved most that cheated on me...yeh..lots...
6.IS SUICIDE REALLY KILLING YOURSELF?
Well...if you checked in the dictionary..it's prolly the similar meaning of what you expect it to say...i reckon...
7. PREFER COUNTRY OR CLASSIC?
Country...i hated country but since i heard yellowcard's view from heaven..kinda got fond of it..classic too.but country more.since i like music with lyrics
8. PREFER CUTE/IDIOT OR SMART/UGLY?
If the heart is pure and the skin is not..i don't give a dang..as long as she's got a heart...if the girls a babe but she's got the attitude..she's off the love list...
9. ARE YOU IN A STABLE RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR BF/GF/CRUSH?
Don't got one...maybe i'm not experienced or somehtin..
10. YOU`D EXPECT A TEXT MESSAGE USUALLY FROM:
If i had a phone it would be from friends and my best bud mike..
11. HAVE A BEST FRIEND THAT IS IN THE OPPOSITE GENDER? WHO?
Sher, Neko, Fishy, Kathy, Heidi & Mich
12. WHAT DO YOU LIKE DOING WHEN YOU`RE DEPRESSED?
Talk to friends, my best bud Mike, punch the pillow, play video games
13. CHEERFUL OR BORING?
Cheerful...I feel bored most of the tyme..gotta change it..
14. DESCRIBE A PERFECT DATE.
Well..i would take her out to somewhere which i think she might like, a walk somewhere, then maybe off to her favorite place to eat, off to a quiet place in the park and just tease each other in front of the fountain, laugh at each others jokes or corny try-hard jokes, then walk her home and the thing that makes it all perfect would be the kiss..cheek or lips..as long as i get that kiss..i wouldn't sleep for a whole week thinkin bout it..a lil exageratted but it can happen..if everythin turns out the way it should..
15. EVER WONDERED WHY NOBODY KNOWS WHY THE SKY IS BLUE? WHAT DO YOU THINK?
I guess cuz some people don't relle enjoy the finer points of life..like why the heck does it rain or why the sky is blue..there may be scientific explainations but i think of it more "common-sensely"
16. EVER BEEN HURT BY LOVE?
Yeap..but that's what matures us both in mind and in body...it's experience...we learn from them and move on..
17. WILL YOU EVER MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN? WITH LOVE???
It depends on the situation relle...if you made that mistake with one girl and it's a different situation with another girl..you could use that mistake you did with that other girl and have the advantage...forget what i said i don't even know what i'm saying...i do but it's hard to put it to words..
18. EVER HATED ANYONE LIKE HELL?
I don't relle use hate...more like "don't like"...i hate people that diss and talk and talk shit all day long though...did i say hate?
19. DO YOU DO ANYTHING WHEN A PERSON BREAKS UP WITH YOU AFTER ONE DAY?
Well...if she does that she's just playing with me or embarrasing me or somethin cuz i don't think a girl is relle that stupid to actually ask a guy out and break up with him for a day...a week maybe to think things over..but a day!?..c'mon..that's instant suicide to a guy...give us a lil pride and dignity will ya?
20.GIVE ONE WORD THAT BEST DESCRIBES WHAT YOU`RE FEELING NOW.
Esctatic..i love that word even though i don't feel that way..ok..emotionless...that's how i feel..
21. DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF?
Yeap...well..sometymes...if i feel like the situation is good..i got low self esteem at certain tymes and well..ah well...
22. EVER PHYSICALLY HURT YOURSELF?
I did...i was playing with a cutter and i thought it would be funny to cut my thumb and see it bleed...well....it wasn't that funny when the blood started flowing excessively..man..i think i lost half the blood in my hands when that happened..
23. EVER VERBALLY HURT YOURSELF?
Yeap...all the tyme..but i get thru it......and say good stuff...like i'm a good..nvm...you wouldn't wanna know what i say to myself..
24. MOTTO IN LIFE.
Well...i use the same motta as the Linkin Park dude mike.."Break stereotypes and barriers"..oh this too..."Don't judge the person without knowing them" or "Don't judge the book by it's cover"..all of the above..
25. HAVE YOU EVER DOUBTED THAT SOMETIMES?
Nah...there are tymes when i forget those motta but i think twice and well..it all comes back to me...
26. HAVE YOU EVER HAD *EXTRA* FEELiNGS ABOUT A BEST FRIEND FROM THE OPPOSITE GENDER?
Yeh...although it's hard to get...it's worth a shot and i'm willing to sacrifice somethin to get her..this feeling is uncanny...but it can wait..i'm not desperate...like some people
27. IF YES, WHAT DID YOU DO ABOUT IT? IF NO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
well...i already did the first part...the next would be somethin unpredictable like giving someone a lollipop at tymes or say hello just to hear her voice..
28. IS FAME & MONEY THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE?
Fame is what you make of it..if you did somethin great and people like you for it...enjoy it...but if it destroys you the way paparazzis do with other people then screw fame..if you're mature enough you would be wise enough to know what to do in situations like fame...it can be good if you know how to control it..money on the other hand is a neccesity..you NEED it for some stuff and you use them for somethin you NEED or somethin you want...note the NEED and want...it's somethin totally different..
29. DO YOU MAKE ANY MOVEMENTS OR SOUNDS WHEN YOU`RE SLEEPING?
I roll around left and right and just try to find the most comfortable place on my mattress..yeh..i don't got my own room or bed..so...it's kinda hard to find the perfect spot..but i deal with it..
30. ARE YOU DIFFICULT TO WAKE UP?
Yeap...but it depends on what tyme i sleep..i sleep mostly in the morning..late late in the morning..so i could wake up at 5 in the afternoon or 10 in the morning...so depends..
31. HOW OFTEN DO YOU SLEEP?
It can vary from 5-6hours or 10-12 hours...so..depends yet again..
32. ARE YOU CONVENIENT WITH THAT?
I prefer waking up early so the day doesn't pass by to quickly but i just can't stand it..hopefully i get to do somethin that forces me to wake up earlier than 12pm...
33. LAST, HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT YOU WERE PERFECT?
Nope..nada...zilch...you can't find a perfect human being..and if there is someone out there that think of themselves as perfect and treat others like shit..then they've got some serious issues...cuz we're all made the same...we're friggin humans..we all make mistakes and that makes us "not perfect"...if there is someone out there that doens't make one mistake...must be greta but so friggin un-interesting..
Currently listening to: Papercut~Linkin Park
Currently reading: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Ezkaban
Currently feeling: emotionless
silent hill 4
Posted by teejaholer at 02:37 AM on July 1, 2004.
Ok...i got one game that i missed...Tekken 4 and i got a new game that totally freaks my butt off...and it's Silent Hill 4: The Room, not relle but i don't relle get the courage to play it too much..the ghosts in the game gets pretty freaky though...the game is pretty much confusing if you don't know what's it about...well..to make a long story short....well i can't but i'll try...
It's bout this guy called Henry...who wakes up one morning who gets nightmares filled with monsters and him being in another nightmarish world for 5 nights straight by travelling though holes with symbols surrounding those holes..sorta like a transportation device to his nightmare state..(think nightmare on elm street with freddy krueger). He wakes up and realizes that his front door is chained and he's pretty much locked in...the windows are shut tight, the doors are unbreakable and people on the other side can't hear his call for help...so he's practically stuck in his own room...he looks for a way to escape when he hears a loud deafening sound that came from his bathroom..and when he checks it, a huge hole came out of nowhere and it seems to stretch to infinity..he gets in and wakes up sitting on an escalator..in another place...when he gets back into the hole, he wakes up to reality...so..he can't escape his room but can travel through other places through his nightmares...or his alternate nightmare world...he sees a woman and she says "what are you doing in my nightmare?"...so technically, him and the woman are in the same nightmare. She runs off and gets cut to death by a mysterious being with the numbers carved onto her bloody skin "14121" With her last breath , she says to Henry "This is a dream....right?...i feel like i'm dying...", spitting out blood with every word she says..
After that incident in his dream, he wakes up and he listens to the radion station
"Woman cut to death, with numbers carved onto her body"
So when you die in the nightmare, you die in real life...
Now here's the freaky bit...the whole apartment building is haunted where he lives...and each person that lives in each room dies myteriously from room to room...and each of them when they die, have carvings of numbers onto them...1121, 2121, 3121...and it technically means 1/21, 2/21,...and the last person to die will have the numbers 21121....which means 21/21...the person that killed thos people named Walter Sullivan commited suicide in his own cell and stopped with the tenth person that died...he didn't finish killing 21 people.......2 years later, the same kind of deaths has been happening again and the police think it's some kind of copycat trying to do the same thing Walter Sullivan did...but some think it's the same guy..although he's dead..some say it's prolly his ghost...they tried to prove it by digging up his grave, and to everyone's surprise, it was empty..and on his coffin, with the carvings "12121"...
that's all i can tell you guys...i can't spoil the whole game for you..buy the game yourself..
well til here since i haven't blogged in a while..ciaos..
